i feel i must interject here-

You scored as agnosticism. You are an agnostic. Though it is generally taken that agnostics neither believe nor disbelieve in God, it is possible to be a theist or atheist in addition to an agnostic. Agnostics don't believe it is possible to prove the existence of God (nor lack thereof). Agnosticism is a philosophy that God's existence cannot be proven. Some say it is possible to be agnostic and follow a religion; however, one cannot be a devout believer if he or she does not truly believe. </td> agnosticism 92% Islam 75% Buddhism 67% Paganism 63% Judaism 63% Satanism 54% atheism 54% Hinduism 50% Christianity 25% Which religion is the right one for you? (new version) created with QuizFarm.com

You scored as Not so clean. You're not what I'd call pure, but you're not too dirty. Thats okay... i guess? </td> Not so clean 80% Complete Filth 60% Pedofile 60% Pure and Innocent 60% How dirty is your mind? created with QuizFarm.com

its really dangerous to lay around naked in a hotel room that another person has the key to. But I still do it. I'm in spain. Most everyone knows it. No one reads this. I like it though.
I miss my matthew so much.. i feel like he's freaking out though, so now I think about him EVEN MORE, and I want to have a good time here but it's hard cause I'm worried and I feel sick so bad and I want to go home. I want to stop giving into myself. I want to do better things. This day is so weird. The Spanish people hate me, I know they do. I did terribly on my test. Oh well, the Turks love me. They really do. I should definitely go down there and take a picture of them before I go. I love them too. They give me yummyness to eat. For a tiny widdle pwice. Ew. SOrry.

im in NEW JERSEYYYY hooray!
I'm watching Kill Bill II.
Eating multiple salads.
Waiting for tons of soup.
My lips hurt.

blehh! i feel awful!
i think jeriminy gave me the sickness.
Mr. Teson sounded like a drag queen today. It was lovely. He was suprisingly good at it---

JRR112091: im gonna fail music!!!!!!
livverachi: AHAHHAHA

what a bitch! kidding jeff. not.

I'm...thirsty. Maybe I should make some BEEF BROTH! BECAUSE I AM A STARVING ETHIOPIAN! i'LL HAVE BREAD AND BEEF BROTH!
ok.
maybe I'll make some limeade.
I remember when char and I went to MARTHAS VINYARD and we got LIMEADE at the flea market. I think about that a lot.

God I felt awful this morning...Santina saw me as we were walking in and it was like, the first time she didn't give me a dirty bitch look..maybe it was because i was crying. She's a pretty girl.
At least I got all my homework done right before each class...oh damn never mind, I didn't do the bio..but WHO CARES?
So, apparently, it's 'cool to blog at school', as LiveJournal's telling me on this lovely new layout they've got here. It's pretty nice. It's telling me that matt's birthday is coming up...Like i dont know. hahah...
Ugh, chills.
I'm off.
Liv

newwww jersey is the place for me----
i love it when my grandpa sings green acres.

I'm always looking at things that make me so upset. I'm really not that good at words. Especially when I reallly want to be. When I feel like I need to be to get through something. GOsh, I really let a lot out to Mr. Teson. He was the first one I technically told when that terrible thing happened. That morning, I wrote about it in my humanities journal. And when he talked to me about Matt, he told me to make sure he treats me right. I almost started crying right there, because I DID NOT feel like I was treated right. The worst part was, oh god I cant write that here. I really cant. But I'm going to. The worst part was that I found out about certain people AFTER i had lost my virginity to another certain person.
I wish i wasn't bringing this up right now. I have been holding it inside for awhile, all the actual feelings I felt before, when I just told people, I'm handling it, dont worry. I'm okay.
Gosh. I can be stupid. I wish-
Never mind.
I gotta stop that other thing I'm doing.
God what a stupid, confusing update.
I should just delete it.
No, here i go.
I'm pressing the button-
bye-

• oooh yea baby! feel the knowledge!!
• i feel so...in the know.
  

keep my secrets.

I had another fun bumming money off of people day with claytin today. It was lovely. But in photo class Grayce came in all teary, and told Ty they had to leave! I hope nothing bad happened to her doggie. Cause she was having a really bad day and i dont know but i think she was scared about her puppy. It's the cutest puppy i have ever seen. I hope its okay.

Eh- more interesting stuff will come later, i promise, people.

i hate william beverly schlosser.

lets see...claytin is my buddy!
today at school me and him walked around asking for money from people untill we had $2.50. THen. we bought a HAWAIIAN CHICKEN BOWL. and we ate it. with a broken fork. and morgan. no sillies, we didn't eat it with morgan, morgan ate it alongside us! haha!
oh god...

satchel just went up to my mom and said-
Satchel: "Candy."
Mom: "Excuse me?"
Satchel: "I want candy."
Mom: "Satchel, eat some food."

and the other day I was driving in the car annndd-

Mom: "Wow. This person is... a stinky driver!"
Satchel: "Can we shoot their tires?"

oh golly he's the best.


But anyway about me and Claytin bumming money off of people. WE THEN got 60 cents and shared a cream soda, like we always so. And like we did at coffee house.
Wheee! At least a few people like me!
I miss new jersey. I actually wasn't missing it for a while. Every time i start up school i miss it.

I've really never fallen asleep in class like I do now. What's wrong with me?